To my secret desire,
The feeling I get when I'm around you is something I can't explain. As soon as I see you I get this ridiculously goofy grin on my face. When I find out you're coming over, my heart races, I get butterflies in my stomach, my hands sweat, and my knees shake. But when you arrive, it all goes away. I try to say just the right thing but sometimes it comes out as gibberish. You tell the stupidest jokes, but they make me laugh every time. I constantly sneak looks at you. When you hug me, it feels right. Like that's where I belong, in your arms. I feel safe. You are perfect to me. You're my first thought in the morning and my last at night. I listen to songs that remind me of you on repeat. Secret desire, you are always on my mind. I replay the few moments we've spent together over and over again in my head. I would do anything to be your everything. For some reason I can imagine myself with you. I want to be able to sit in your lap and cuddle with you whenever I want. I want you to be the shoulder I cry on, instead of my pillow. I wish I was your girl. Secret desire, I think I'm in love with you.